Don't Give Up

My friend posted a meme the other day that had me burst out laughing… It said, “I know I’m hot, but I also know I am not a full time hot person. I’m hot when I wanna be. I choose my own hot hours. I make my own schedule. I do freelance hotness.” Oh how I can relate (well kinda)   Honestly… and I’m being serious, I don’t feel like a “hot chick”. Full transparency here - When I look in the mirror I see someone I don’t think is ugly… but I don’t say to myself, “ooooo u sexy thing… you’re so hot” hahahahaha… maybe I should start, though. I feel like that word is more suitable for my friend that posted the meme or one of the Kardashians… maybe J Lo, Rhianna, Scarlett Johanson… you get the picture. I’m working hard to not pick myself apart and point out all my flaws but I definitely don’t think I’m hot. Maybe this feeling stems from being divorced after a 20 year marriage, maybe I’m just humble or maybe I just know my number… Either way, I know I’m pretty but I also know I have a lot of laye

Are you single? Are you in the age bracket of 35 - 45 where most of the singles are divorced? Are you dating? Are you picky? Are you discovering why all of these people are single? Me too! I’m not excluding myself from this… I know I’m a handful and it’s going to take a special kind of special to handle me… #facts - But I’m really getting tired of all my dates ending and the first thing I want to do is call my bestie and say “Girl, lemme tell ya about this one”.  What a roller coaster ride this has been. I have to admit though, it is making for some great blogging material. A friend suggested to me that maybe I am self sabotaging all my dates so I can keep the stories coming. Haha! This could be a subconscious thing - I’m looking into it! However, I am still opposed to dating apps and I have almost decided to stop dating period. I’m just tired of the disappointment. My sister stands by her statement - “Amy, you are too picky”. This may be true, but I think this go round I deserve to be